Ambella, 44

One awakened I am Ambella, the word literally meaning beautiful warm light, that can accurately describe who I am from within, as it can describe the souls of all. For many years I believed that when I fell in love I was falling for the person standing before me, but finally I have discovered that I had not loved that person, nor even liked them, but I had fallen in love with their soul, such an easy thing to do when you believe with the depths of your heart that a person's soul is pure light. Since I have come to recognise the difference I have come to realise that if I want to fall in love with a person in the flesh and blood, then that person needs to live a life that I can respect, for me it is the only way that I feel I can live out my spiritual journey in this life and really be content. I would love to hear what other people think about love and the spiritual journey we are all on and what you think about fate and if it really does play a role in all of this