Amourlenelle, 32

I'm searching desperately, almost fanatically for something I don't even know what it is. I'm quite uncertain about a lot of things but what I am definitely certain about is that I tire of all the meaninglessness spiraling virtuously in my life as if some dastard, suffocating cyclone itself. In other words I am an eighteen-year-old girl, a senior in highschool destined to graduate in 2010, spiritually-matured for her age and oh-so curious about it. In a way I guess I am exploring my spirituality as well as my s----lity despite being celibate. I consider myself a to be a very ------- person and I love to laugh, to learn, to ponder over things I shall never know the answer too only for the adventure of the thought. In essence I guess I can consider myself as an adamant dreamer with full grasp onto what exactly I want and wish for. Big dreams, haha. If you are curious then pay no heed to the apprehension you may feel to message me. Chances are I'm jsut as curious as you are, if not more.