Gigastarfire, 78

I am born as a successful Businessman but a negative Kundalini about 30 years ago change my hole perspective about who I am.My life changed drastically even Business was still in my life.I think my life has similarities with Robert A. Monroe and in my Nonordinary life there is no doubt,I have been born for a Mission.Two of my Sons have follow my Mission even they are multi educated Academically.My life has been very colorful and before my Kundalini I did many things that I am not proud about at all. I know still that all what has happen in my life give me a very,very wide perspective from all the sides of life here on Earth.I have succeed and made money and if I manage everything in the right way,I have everything I need for the rest of my and my to be womans life.
I was promised a long time ago that if I stop to concentrate on Business and put all my Heart and energy to the mission and life work,then supporters from the other side are taking care of my wellbeing. When I had my Kundalini,after that I decided that I have to be a better human every 10 year.My spiritual mind is not in a pink shadow,I work my Nonordinary reality hand in hand with my Ordinary reality. Science together with Mysticism and I like very much the mind of Quantum Mechanics because it is so close to the Mystic mind. I do not understand that we humans should stop to feed our needs in our Ordinary life,but I can not understand all the wants what most people in these days run after. We have all the rights to have a good life,be provided with knowledge and experience REAL LOVE. Also our s----l needs are so very much real needs and most of our spiritual powers are from that part of us.I am very s----l by my self,but I need it with deep level of REAL LOVE. The woman I try to find has to have some strings to what I am and what I am doing,she always need to walk hand in hand with me,she like to kiss and hug as I do. FINALLY,WE BOTH HAVE TO FEEL THAT WE HAVE COME HOME AFTER ALL THESE YEARS ON THE ROAD!!