Innermoses, 24

i don't know why i'm here
All i know is that this is just a guided attempt of my soul with no expectation for results, only curiousity. i. i am complete as i am in knowing but the feminime energy has always haunted me and its like i'm drowned by society's superficial girls lacking the divine feminimity of conciousness. Maybe its meant to be this way for me to grow in isolation with my inner world.

Self love is why i'm here. i love myself so much and my emotional and physical body crave connection. I do not care about sensation and ego. i know love is selfless and alot of strength is required to be grounded in all and be loving of the person infront of me without ---- demoralizing me. i do not care about my ego or pride as i just want to learn to love and cherish the real way.
not chase the heat of the moments or care about a ''fast or slow burn''. just love each other through all the shameful flaws compassing us as lessons thru life.
a feminime energy that looks up at the divine man i am and valueing me as the most attractive man that exists in her eyes because she can see it. I can only surrender to that type of female. that is not dependent on her belief system , biology, 3D materialistic ego desires. . yes were realistic and i'm graceful to be so blessed with this life that i am living life to the fullest with pure discipline and ignoring my fleshly comfort and living in the footsteps of my dreams i carve out my soul.

So many flaws but the conciousness observing thru the eyes of someone with a depthless conciousness is the most beautiful process.
the eye contact i'd have would melt me away and keep me stuck on it.

I'd truly feel it in the core of my being and like i'm hugging god with my eyes. Yes im an attractive man in my prime but this shouldn't matter i truly care about depthlessness.. not just a girl with a nice face and personality. but an open minded real soul that sees everything zoomed out as deep.

Ha