Jedesingulaire, 36

I have no clue what I am looking for, for the most part, this is just for something to do. I try not being a living message of transcendence, but my mind is currently totally encompassed with thought's of enlightenment, transcendence, and ending my very own disillusionment with the world. I believe everyone comes to a point when they realize whats up with the world, that identity is in the soul, and that identity is not based on anything superficial. The superficial, materialistic world is a lie, and the soul and the spiritual world is the truth, and yet relative experience inhibits other people to sympathize with the knowledge of the soul. Ive asked myself what is true love, who people really are, who i really am, and ive come to know that the true self is within, as all expression, compassion, and liveliness comes from the soul, not from within the mind or body. I have come to know the only truth is in the silence of my mind, where i do not judge anything, including myself, and let everything simply exist as it could, if only I shut my contemplative, judgemental off, and experience the world in the third person perspective, as I am a ghost in a shell.