Shadowgauge, 45

I just want someone who is understanding of how an empath works, and someone whom with my life can advance. I can only muster the purest of intentions in any situation, which is probably a bad thing if u expect me to get you drunk and take advantage of you.. I only want to get to get to know someone and beyond that I'm often at a loss as to where to go, I'm never sure if my feelings are my own so please don't be afraid to say something if you do like, because I prolly never will, not cuz I'm afraid to say it, but I'm afraid I may misinterpret my own emotions and actually just be mirroring someone else.. and I'm not very good at blocking energies cuz up until recently I thought I was just making the whole empath thing up.. well my only association for what i was experiencing was Dianna troy from star trek.. who was an empath.. so I wasn't completely making it up. Either way I'm a fun outgoing guy, and though I may be a Taurus, i was born during the ionization of Venus atmosphere which causes a very odd alignment..so I'm really nothing like any Taurus you've prolly ever met. And though I always remain humble, i have found that I am often viewed as an a hole for being pessimistic with my talents, generally I'm better at everything then everyone else so I will try to avoid competition at all cost, claiming i suck and i dont want to play, that's never actually true so if u call me on my bs I'll refer u to my profile.. and music.. I love music.. course that does go along with the whole empath thing.. well if for some reason u don't think I'm crazy then you'd prolly b the first