86kb, 40

hello my name is gary, i am a devotee to god and i am increasing in my sadhana, i am on the path to enlightenment god realization,but not for ego reasons, but to simply be with and live as god it is the most important thing in my life even tho, i do have a son who is 4 years old and i do love him very much,i have him 1nce a week every week.i am looking for a long term relationship as i am wanting to be in love, as unfortunatly i have not fallen in love yet.hope this does not put anyone off.i am looking for someone who is equally devoted to thier path, i would love to grow with another soul and be passionate intimate and just have that tight bond.i am witty and intelligent and love to laugh and play,i am very much in touch with my feminine part of myself,but do tend to get lost in my masculinity at times so would be great if you pulled me back into balance 1nce in a while.lol like fun things fun days out i dont eat meat or drink alchohol anymore as i kept feeling the pull from god to change so still in the process of change,and tuning my life style to match with the force thats pulling me inward.